Milestone?

Last night, I played games with friends.

Me.

Friends.

It’s crazy how much has changed over the last year. I’m having so much fun learning new media’s and tech through Twitch. I’m not sure if anyone will ever read this…. However, I am grateful for you. Being here. Reading my words. Supporting me.

It means so much because years ago I wanted to check out of this world early. I’ve been on a long journey of self discovery. I’ve had this account for a long time. But I never used it. Why?

I was scared.

What was I scared of? I’m not sure. Judgement, perhaps. It is surreal that people actually want to correspond with me and be my friend or more crazy to me - be a fan of my content.

I’m really excited to see what I can produce. This venture is tickling all the right places in my brain. I am learning so many new things and people.

I’m going to be working hard over the next month on my channel trailer. To me- it’s a 60-second opportunity to tell my story and I intend to use it as such. It may be a bit much, but that’s me. I’m alot and I like that about myself. I’m done apologizing for being “too much”.

Am I too much, or are you too less??

I’m surrounded by people who enjoy me as I am. It’s a good place to be. I like it here.